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Porn star Adriana Chechik said she has had "thoughts of death being better than the pain" after she broke her back jumping into a foam pit.
The adult entertainer and famed Twitch streamer suffered the horror injury when she attended TwitchCon earlier this week.
Video circulating on social media showed her jumping into the foam pit to celebrate victory over her rival in a play-fight, but failed to realise how shallow the pit was and was left in excruciating pain.
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Adriana had an operation on Wednesday and has since revealed to fans that the injury was "far worse than expected".
She posted on Twitter: "So surgery went well, five hours and 30 minutes! More fusions than expected, bones completely crushed and nerve damage to my bladder.
"Hopefully I’ll be able to pee again in the near future. No more squirting probably… had some bleeding around the bone but overall doing good!"
Posting a picture of her in gown lying on the hospital bed, she smiled and hugged a stuff toy dog.
"Mostly positive and ready to heal, only a few times I had thoughts of death being better than the pain," she wrote.
"I also had one day where I was in shock and kept forgetting what happened and crying a lot.
"I believe this is all normal and I have spoken with social workers. But honestly I'm mostly in let's slay mode."
Adriana said her physiotherapist tried to get her to sit up – but she said her "whole body hates it".
"I don't want to be brave, I cried for an hour and the pain is so immense through all the medicine I'm on. I can't explain this pain," she added.
Fans sent their well-wishes to Adriana, with one saying: "You don’t have to think about the future. Focus on the now.
"Spend the energy you have on following exactly what your doctor tells you to."
Another commented: "Glad the surgery went well, hoping for a quick recovery!"
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