A mass murderer has filled a notepad with chilling Satan sketches and pleading to “go to death row”.
School shooter Nikolas Cruz, 23, murdered 14 Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School students and three teachers on Valentine’s Day 2018 and has since been locked up in Broward County Jail.
Cruz stormed the school in Florida, US, armed with a AR-15 semi-automatic rifle in a bloodthirsty frenzy which he appears to have since scrawled out in a disturbing collection of doodles.
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Broward Sheriff’s Office has this week released some of the contents of Cruz putting pen to paper from inside his prison cell which includes the killer requesting to be “buried with a woman who had a s***ty life like me”.
Over 30 pages of incoherent ramblings released in court on Monday, Cruz blames other people for sickening tirade, says he wants to be dead among many other grim statements.
Cruz’s legal team are appealing to a Florida jury for him to be sentenced to life in prison without parole rather than have him on Death Row as he appears to wish for.
Assistant Public Defender Melisa McNeill said in her opening statement: “The evidence will show you that he draws a lot of bad things and that he continues to do that stuff over at the Broward County main jail.
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“You’ll hear that one day he wants to live and one day he wants to die, and you will also hear that throughout his life he has had obsessions … videogames, guns, exercise, bowel movements, vegan diets. And most recently, demons and Satan."
Ms McNeill continued: “And you will hear that with an atomic fireball candy, he’ll write on his cell wall ‘666’. Those are the things he does in isolation.
“You’ll hear that he writes disturbing things, like a school shooter manifesto. Horrible. We’re not hiding that from you. But his brain is broken. He’s a damaged human being and that’s why these things happened.”
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Sharing Cruz's etchings with the court is intended to provide an insight into what goes through his mind every day four years on since he found himself convicted of 17 counts of murder and 17 counts of attempted murder.
On one page he writes: “All I want is to go to death row. I do not want life please help me go to death row!!!”
“I never wanted to be alive. I hope I die and never wake up," Cruz says elsewhere in his notebook. "My life is painful, always has always will be. I just wana [sic] sleep and never wake up.
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“I do not want to be bothered by anyone or anything, I can’t wait to die. Blood, blood. I only wanna see blood.”
Alongside drawings of a man labelled “N” and a woman labelled “M” being buried together, Cruz writes that he wants to be “buried with a woman”.
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Melisa McNeill told jurors that while Cruz is the “one person responsible for all the pain and suffering” his mum “poisoned him in the womb” which led to the “choices” he has since made.
Cruz's biological mother Brenda Woodard, allegedly drank alcohol and took drugs while pregnant with him.
“His brain is broken. He is a damaged human being,” Ms McNeill added.
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